There's No Blame...

There's no way to blame the time
There's no way to blame the state of
You come in when i needed you
Of my problem with life

The more that i love you
The more i must let you go further in my life
Didn't want to hurt you heart more than this
We can't to be together and share

One day..yes one day..You will get someone who will be there for you
Let this be a distant memory, two heart that never blend.

I'm sorry to let you enter into my life
I'm sorry to let you go
Although i don't want to....

NOW - SHAVIN

Now, It's time for me to put off all my gorgeous clothes.
Maybe next day i'll look at them just for a reminder, how incredible i am.
Now, i'm just nothing!
With a new life at the beginning, trying to re-compose my difference path of life at the same place that i was.

Now I realize..nothing seem harder than walking under the dark shadow of a blackest memory.
But here i am.I have to find my destiny without any lights
Sometimes i yell for nothing...sometimes i scream for help..sometimes all i can do is only cry.
Cuz it's to hard to make a move. I really need some help that truly i can't get.
Cuz thet won't hear me...
There's no foot steps i can follow.
Don't know which way to go.But i must keep on walking to find that light..
The light of my mighty god ..
The light which give me a spirit and love
Only for my lovely SHAVIN ( Marsha - Marvin )

The Darkside of Life

Ya Allah..
When my heart has been tarnished
When the soul has been pierced gray black
When the walls of my feelings have been handed over all
You give me the test of life....

It's so pain Ya Rabb...
So sore Ya Rahman..
Hurt of my heart so umpteenth time
Don't give me a trial at this moment
I still haven't been able to finish it...

Recover and save me from this pain..
Give me to see authenticity and bad.
Make me peace falsity of this lesson

Ya Allah...
Find me with my soulmate..
Give me in my beauty soul..
Unite us in a loving marriage and soft...
Make it loyalty in the cavity of our love..
Confident in the will of thy Lord ! Sincere and strengthened my heart